Well hey, 31 days.

Heyhey, its almost 10 here in Canada C:
I'm listenin' to LUVtomy by M-flo and Amuro Nami ~
i love this song C:

its the sign in and IM sound for Surah on msn ~ ahhah C:

its ma number one CO-ED jam song ahha ~

So today i worked from 3-9 and tomorrow i work 10-6 and then again on sunday i work 10-6 i think im working 3-9 on monday too T ///T Hopefully my alram will go off saterday and sunday. or maybe Nam will call me in the early moring for a wake up call if im lucky! i wonder where he is . . hmm. ANYWHO yesterday i finally got reg'd for my Portfolio prep course at NSCAD running from the 9-13, evvvverrryday from 10 am to 4 pm~ just in time for work tho i am only workin wensday after class C: woooot! im so excited to meet fellow future students and other art lovers. kekeke, maybe ill get to paint a DRAGON OMFG.

Shoulda poseted this yesterrrday, but i fell asleep LOL.
yay.
slleeeeeeeep.

Anywho this is just a headband i made with some lying around fabric, the yellow went preee'
well with ma couplesweater so i wore it out . C:

muahahahahah , i am.
so evil.

in picture one you see, one ; an old teddy, jacked from Alex's 'Imajustthrowthisout' pile
and a seem ripper.

in picture two ; you see, poor jacked teddy's head off.
o:

what is to come of this manslaughter!
muaahhah
shhhh.

day off.

Just my makeup for the day ~
i think this cheeta print scarf is my new fave hair tie !

THATS RIGHT , i got some pink tea.
in a boot.
holla holla.
Acutally, its my weekly flavor from DAVID'sTEA

This lovely concoction is Forever Nuts ~ a staff fave at the HSC location.
it has Almonds, and de-hydrated apples in it ~
yummmm~, its something like apple cider tea haha
anywho, its my fave atm.

www.davidstea.com
is the site, feel free to lurk.
C:



I'm working a ton and loveing it !

tomorrow im going to go downtown and hopefully still be able to get in for my
portfoloio prep course at NSCAD
EFF

shoulda done this aggggggeeeeesss ago~ owh well.
anywho ill update and see how that goes~

urrrrrrrrrrrrrrrg.
do you ever get that feeling that someone doesnt want to talk to you.

like the ' lol ' replys, and the multiple msgs before they reply.
ye.
i dont like it. > <

its depressing.
doesnt want me to wait up anymore, i sorta wanna go to bed.

it's either that or there is soemthing that the person isnt telling you and effects you or how they are feeling.. urg.. thats worrisome aswell.

fml.

life is tiring some times.

EFF YOU KARMA YOUR A FUCKING BITCH.
BULLSHIT.
FUCK YOU KARMA

OMFGOMFGOMFOGMFOGMOFMGOFMGOF.
eff.
Im a fangirl again.
its the only band that can make me fan girl, since 2008.
SHINEE
IS
BACK.

woah.
i think

i need
a
moment

jamjamjamjam song.
im an addict.
jamjamjamajmajamajamajmajama

LOL@ALEX.
im pumped.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hFeB2BzW0vY








미안해요,

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9aK0Qq5G54k&NR=1

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9aK0Qq5G54k7NR=1


your the one i want.
and its not just a phase.
our love is the real thing.
ilu.

the sun's getting cold, its snowing.
looks like and early winter for us.


Gwen is like a rememdy not even a docter could understand.
<3

you know when you heard a song , and you can hear that the artist knows exactly whats going through your head while hearing their song.
you can tell that kind of stuff.
its hard.
but you can.

every song of her's speaks pictures to me.
and always had.
she is my fave artist.
of all time.

__________

how can someone love you when they hurt you so bad?
i never tought it'd understand that.

i'd also never thought i'd find someone like you.
<3

ill be fine and survive all that comes.
C:

i love my mom.
-inserthearthere-

4 in the morning , Gwen stephani.
go listen.
now.

imy

woopwoopwoop!
my first copy of Popteen !
im so excited C:
its so super cute inside ill upload somepictures of my fave outfits soon.
: D

So just a few minutes ago alex sent me a link to the design of my future home.
LOOOOOOOOL
hello kitty overload.
i like the pink.
i want a pink house, i must admit.

now, onto my.
DAILY WEIGHTLOSS PROGRESS.
yea, from now on im going to keep track of how well my will power worked .
C:

anywho.
AT WORK
i reisisted the icecream.
i had,
alittle
but only a little !

but i came home.
>>
and got hungry and had some cheese and crackers.
urg.
gotta do better !

no eating after 7pm !!

but before the night is done, i wanna do bad things with you.

watching some trueblood again.
im on the last currant episode.
>// <
i gotta wait untill the 11th for the next urrgg.
ahah its ok
its not like i loooove the show , but i do enjoy watching it.
i love sookie.
she is ma fave.
I wish i could read minds.
thatd be cool.

kekekekekek lol @ mash.
that was my first try too!
good pickin mr computer !
ahahah

anywho.
off to important stuff.

i just got a txt from heidi saying she heard from Andy's agent in England he was shoved into a goal post and now has spinal shock. .
he's in the hospital now.
its sorta good.
but sorta bad.

since.

he made the team.

if he's ok.
he wont come back.
if he's not then he'll come back.

i sorta wish he's really hurt.
only for the fact that he'll come back!

> ///////<
urrg.

anywho,my plans for today.
well, in 45mins is when emily wants to leave for the cottage OWH WELL
i hope that works out lol
we'll be outta here by 1ish because 10 bucks says she isnt up yet ahahha
anywho im staying the night
and will be back tomorrow evening C:
should be fun, i hope ahha
unless emily old cottage falls apart ahah P:

anywho ill be useing my phone to get internet.
<3

imy.

		I will marry nam.
		After a wild honeymoon, We will settle down in canada in our fabulous Apartment.
		We will have 4 kid(s) together.
		Our family will zoom around in a pink BMW.
		I will spend my days as a lg rep, and live happily ever after.

cosplaycosplaycosplay.
woopwoopwoop.
FANEXPO.
is ma next big deal since im not going to animinitime next weekend since mum wont drive us
=ㅁ=
urrggggg.

i wish i could go since its a small con and all, but idk. .
ill ask mom about it and see if i could maybe switch a shift.
o 3o

anywho, my next project is Atoli's wedding gown and my alchemist
which wont be too bad.
im gonna borrow sarahs boots for it~ annnddd
hmm its like a cape , a dress, some hand things and a belt or twoo
not too bad.

eric and godric.
i thought bill was cool.
but vampires dont get much colder then them.
woah.
idols.

immmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm
chillin.
not doin too much.
wishin ma hunneh would call me back.
he is prob eatin lunch atm

ilovehimmmmmm soooooooo much!
and i miss him too.
<3
environ 60 days untill he comes backkk.
i wonder when the exact date will be pickedddddd
ooo:

<3
i goottttttaaaaa get more money urrgg.
i spend so much money on him for prom.
liek 250 D:
and somehow i gotta get son his tux back.
that fucker.
i hate him.
urggrrugrugr,
well yeah hateeee.

and, i just found out that my uncle still has cancer.
thast bs.
like, tahst why he is here.
just incase eh doesnt get to see us before he dies.
not happy.

anywho.
imissmabby

off to do sumthin.
<3

when you came in, the air when.
and every shadow filled up with doubt.
i dont who you think you are.
but before the night is done.
i wanna do bad things with you.

omfg.
i've been truned. ahaha truuuueblood. its actually, awesome.
im gald Nam isnt here because, i doubt i'd be able to get through an episode without him giveing me a vampire impression. not that i would mind that.
i miss his dumb random impressions ahahha they werent alwasy the best. but they were always funny. C:

yaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaawn
man.
i need some more sleep, but nawh.
C:

IM currantly at alexs
we are gonna try to go out for a bit~
its 1:30
lol
i have to be back at 4.

im going to go pick up some kimchi and then run to frenchys
i love frenchy's C:

i need to get her outta the house.
and get her mind off things for a bit.

and tonight, im going to my aunts for a family bbq thing C:
with my other family from boston!
im excited for hamburgers ahhaha
they are my fave.

anywho, ill update before bed
ttyl



imy.

ayyebbyayeebbyayyye.
<3

im off to work.
C:
only for a bit though 4-9.
a short shift !
ill buy a redbull, even though i slept for like 230934803294 hours ahah
anywho, i hope to do somtihng tonight C:
and i hope i can get the car tmrw mornin uber early!
i wanna go to the farmers market and go get that kimchi from mary.
anywho.
ttyl blog.
<3






imy.

Give it to ma, Y ~

YAY.
i finally got to talk to my bby today.
C:

its been almost a week since we even had a conversation C:
im happy~

Today, i stayed home > <
its canada day and i did nothing.
i felt horrible after lunch, i think nan did something to the soup.
LOOOOOL
honestly.


i feel much better now!
i cleaned my room some too.

I can't wait for saterday ! shopping! YAY
going to the farmers market and to that second hand store for awesome disocunts.
i love 2d hand stores and cute cloths.
but, from now on.
ive decided that im going to buy expensive jewlery and keep my cloths cheap C:

ill try makeing some stuff too ill add it on here as soon as i can ! C: